The flaws of being a best friend…

They say true love is the biggest sacrifice. Something not many of us  has the ability to do, To walk away from the person you love, just to make them happy, and make them happy by letting them love and be loved by someone else… and not you.

He is my best friend since grade 1, we’ve know each other for such long time,  10 years maybe, we cannot keep a secret from one another, he know everything about me and I do so, But do I really know it all?

Next week will be his first college day, he is attending the college he always dreamed  of,  studying marine archaeology, when I knew I was so proud, his dream came true..but what about mine,? and today for the second time he faced me with the truth ,,which was

he was in love, me? no not with me, but with another girl he recently met and is attracted too, he asked me for advice related to what to do, what do girls like, and things like that, he had done that 2 years back with another girl he fell for but that time I had no feeling for him-best friends only- now it’s totally different, yes I fell for him, I don’t know how, and when he was asking me to help him, I just smiled and told him everything I would love to do together, and inside It was just killing me and tearing me into pieces..I think it’s just the price I pay for being his best friend,,,